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VOICES
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THEM
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Amalina
Ayuni
Basirah
Burger
Delirium's Myspace
Ernie
Farhana
Fehrin
Friendster
Haziqah
Hid
Ilah
Izyan
Jannah
Khuzaima
Lyra Diyana
Lyza
Monisha
Myspace
Nini
Nabeel
Nadirah
Wani
Seetee
Sehamini
Sri
Syed Ahmad
Tina
Tini
Zaleha
Zuu


MEMORIES
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January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
January 2010
STORIES
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Wild Wild Week!

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Okay straight to the story!

FRIDAY:
Met epul and lam, i shaved lam's head. And he went home, while epul and I went to meet the others at the chalet. We hailed a cab and paid $7, like wtf. Then I played some board games with the guys there. Watch some tele. Then off to the BBQ. The place was a bit creepy though. When you look through the kitchen window, you could see OCH. So scary. Oh well, we had steaks and wings, and sausages. WOW! and was really really full! So the guys were busy getting ready for the drink. While i'll just sit and play the PS2. So ya. An hour later, almost everybody was drunk, and wild! Some did make a mess, talked crap, some went up to sleep. So ya. I was still on the game, until 6am! 5 hours of guitar heroes! haha! Then, i decided to take nap.

Saturday:
10am, i was awoke. but around 7-8am. Syahid and the rest were making fucking noise! like trying to wake everybody up! But they failed! We had breakfast! Fish Fillet and bread! Yum! Then also sausages! Then we played some games! Then i took a nap again. Until 6. We started the 2nd round of BBQ. this time with a bigger fire! We ate and like friday night, they drank and got drunk. So me, burger, haikal and ferrin walked to changi village. Met some spf peeps then sat down with Camelia! talked until 4 am. like WOW! she was talking about her job. How she earned money and all. GUESS WHAT!?
She's a SHEMALE!

Sunday:
We woke up, All happy and noisy! Then we packed up! Went back at 10. And they you have it 2 days of drunkies and Sausages!

Sunday Part 2:
i woke up at 1, and got ready for the gig!
It was damn fun! UNEXPLAINABLE!


Voiced at 8:41 PM on 31 March 2008

UPDATE!

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wooohooo! Nothing to type down now, haha. But as always the weekend is gonna be rockin one! Tomorrow is chalet day and sunday, there's a gig! LOOKING FORWARD SO BADLY!!!


Voiced at 8:11 PM on 27 March 2008

Feel

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How often do I feel happy for people. Very.
I mean, in a day, my MSN contacts have fun tales to tell. Like founding someone they love, or just what things they did. Maybe what they wanna achieve. I feel happy for them. How I wish there was another me, at the end of the line.


Voiced at 11:53 PM on 20 March 2008

OuT!

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So ya! Our dreams of Anugerah was dropped! Due to Dan's arrest!
and so! we are free! I'm free!


Voiced at 12:20 AM on 19 March 2008

anu 08

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Desert Rose is entering Anugerah 08.
and they wanted me as drummer. Because they
couldn't find any replacements. so ya. Maybe, we can try to make it. But after that, I'm off to the other band. Because I dont feel belonged to Desert Rose. However I feel belonged to Strange-Sunday. So ya. I'm sorry if you all read this. But its gonna be over soon enough.


Voiced at 12:01 PM on 18 March 2008

The Leap Years!

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Eh Ya!
yesterday, I went out with Astuty again. We went to watch The Leap Years, I would rate it 4/10. not much of a sad story ah. But okay, after the movie, we went to hunt for FRIED MARS BARS and founded it at Chippy:British Take Away! and ya. It was delicious. We also had the calamari. Starbucks for the drinks and then, soon we headed home. such a short post this one. hmph.

my tagboard has a problem.


Voiced at 6:25 PM on 15 March 2008

I need freedom, please I'm 18

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Today was sucky day.
I had a 2-hour session with the guys.
suppose to end at 7, but i left at 6.45.
BECAUSE DAD OBVIOUSLY DIDNT LIKE ME GOING HOME AT THE EDGE OF DUSK.
SO THAT SUCKS. I WENT HOME TO NAGS AND FUCK! HE SAID THE LAST THING I WANTED HIM TO SAY.
HE DEPRIVED ME OF JAMMING SESSIONS AND MUSIC. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK SIA!
SIMPLY SAID, HE SPOILED MY DAY, MY WEEK, MY HOLIDAY, AND MAYBE MY LIFE.
THANKS ALOT DAD! AND FOR THOSE WHO TAG USING MY PARENTS NAME, ITS NOT FUNNY ANYMORE.

AND I'M REALLY SORRY TO ASTUTY AND THE BAND.
SORRY.


Voiced at 9:09 PM on 13 March 2008

Hard

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Its so hard to know, that people are really that mean. I don't know, fuck it. Tomorrow's a long day. And Monday and Wednesday are the exams! Hell yeah! holidays coming! gotta work work!


Voiced at 10:45 PM on 08 March 2008

a message to you, mate

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Time after time, i get left out.
Nobody smses me whether there's an outing or just some gathering at some void-deck.
Senang kate lam kene busted, busted, busted ntah bape byk kali.
& the reason?
Lam ada matair. Tkle ajak klua.
Matair Lam nnti buat hal.
Atau senang kate, lam tk important.
I'm not some wanker talking to you yat.
No, not by any chances.
& to think you msged me just like that just now?
Like as if i'm some rubbish to you?
Is that what i am to you?
Remember yat, you fuckin insulted me for years.
Whether it was me being a punk, or me getting retained.
Never i ran away from our friendship.
I stood by you when the need arises.
And yat, i got punched by you.
Remember?
For some girl?
Have i punched you in the face?
I can't describe the feeling in me now.
Just jog on.


Those were his words for today.
this blog will be the witness for my stupidity and self-centeredness
years passed much faster.

I've got new friends. And i admit i forgot my old friends, friends who have been there for so long. I know its been a rollercoaster life. I didnt want to argue. I didnt want to fight. And the fact that i was a soft person inside, never changed. I mean. A friend like Lam, won't come twice and I've learnt that throught the worst story of my life! I guess i'd step on the wrong foot, on the path, AGAIN. im sorry god, im sorry Lam, im sorry everybody.


Voiced at 11:25 PM on 03 March 2008

wickend!

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Friday:
Went out to sheesha with great peeps. Lam came and left early. Then went almost around town taking picts and i was the photog. Great!
Saturday:
Cesspit and Plain Sunset was performing were performing, two of the great local bands. Skapunk and Punkrock. Great crowd, mat reps never fail to spoil plans as ever. So ya fuck'em.
Sunday:
Went out with beloved Tuty to grab lunch and went to get me brand new pumas. thanks mom and tuty.:D


Voiced at 11:54 AM on