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VOICES
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THEM
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Amalina
Ayuni
Basirah
Burger
Delirium's Myspace
Ernie
Farhana
Fehrin
Friendster
Haziqah
Hid
Ilah
Izyan
Jannah
Khuzaima
Lyra Diyana
Lyza
Monisha
Myspace
Nini
Nabeel
Nadirah
Wani
Seetee
Sehamini
Sri
Syed Ahmad
Tina
Tini
Zaleha
Zuu


MEMORIES
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January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
January 2010
STORIES
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Friday Night~

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It was a night of riding and smoke smoke smoke machine, I mean the bike! We started off to Sengkang to check out the creepy park, then we had some drive-thru desserts. Then we waited for one of them mates to reach, and it took him freaking long. Thus wasting time, but it was worth it, so from Sengkang we made our way until Upper Thomson Rd, without, I repeat without using the Expressway, cool? I was LOST! Haha, so shocked that we reached so far just by the main roads.

Then I was introduce to this cool and creepy place, the Devil's Bend. Haha, a series of tight corners, dark and secluded, but the four of just ran through it, nothing serious, I was a total noob man. Haha. Then we went to Mandai Night Safari which was obviously close at 12 in the morning. Then we decided to have another run to Rifle Range Rd, which we gave up finding, thus making our way home.

This morning I woke up, and was kinda bored, really bored! Haha! So I made my way to the Devil's Bend again, its at Upper Pierce Reservoir Rd actually. This time it was packed with people, and it was not really nice to go through, no wonder people go riding at night. So ya! I went to get lost, its a choice by the way and went to meet dad. Slacked with him for awhile, before meeting a friend of mine, for another night out.

Met up with lovely family for night dinner/supper at Haji Khadir. Great place. Nice food. Then ended the night early, I'm here!


Voiced at 2:23 AM on 28 June 2009

May God Bless You, Moonwalker

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Yes, to be honest, I was shocked of the news myself, but its a natural thing for people to go to the otherside. This post is strictly from my personal life, nothing to do with my friends, or family. He had made an impact in my life, on his careers, his moves, his views of the world. He has also showed much patience on the evil world of America. Accusations and other mistreatment, true or false, he has his rights. Ouh well, he's gone. Maybe I'm not a much of a fan, but I like him alot. I had never liked him when he tried to change to a white man, I'd always love him as a black singer, and to me, he died as a black singer because he was born black. Maybe its his time to go. May Allah bless your soul. Amin.


Voiced at 4:42 PM on 26 June 2009

A bit too late for a post for Saturday!

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Okay! Gig day; we managed well, for a last minute gig that is! We had a last minute jam and everything was last minute, Mahdi took back his boots at the last minute, Lam altered his pants at the last minute, I fixed my strings at the last minute. So yeah! We managed and we can! Something about gigs that I hate is not seeing any crowd, but I guess that is what new bands always see but we ain't no new band! A year has passed and still the same shit. However the best ever gig was way back in Novemeber!

Ouh well, crowd or no crowd, we always knew that our real mates are there to support us. Fuckin Brill! Besides we are proud to have an empty crowd rather than a crowd half made up of posers! No way we can live with that. One more thing, Delirium, we don't live by hypocrisy. Sorry.

To the extend that its Wednesday now! I shall add that on Monday! I went out with ....... with all the hopes to watch Night at the Museum 2/ Monsters VS Aliens. However at the very last minute while queuing, she brought up the idea of watching Drag me to hell! So I asked her, if she was sure. YES was the answer. So for half of the movie or so, she covered her ears which was obviously not working because the effects was too loud. Me on the other hand, was going to spill my guts all over the floor! hahaha! The suspense was weak but the scares are awesome!HAHA!

Tuesday, spent the whole day sleeping, and met up with Syahid and the rest for usual lepak, and Syahid came out with the idea of recording him Stuntride. He sure got alot of passion! So headed to farmway, one word, CREEPY! Shot a few vids and voila otw back! =)
I stayed up the whole of yesterday to watch Night at the Museum 2! =) it was fun~


Voiced at 11:41 AM on 24 June 2009

Clocks and Humans.

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I couldn't sleep the other night, because I was thinking of how to paitao Syahid, its not that I wanted to but I was forced to. I was supposed to follow him to Tuas racing track to get some video of him taking the corners. Been busy these past few days, doing stickers for his bike and managed to get some on my helmet! Haha.

I missed my old friends, truly. Maybe I'm forgotten but they are not to me. I miss all those mates I used to call brothers and sisters. The family. =(


Voiced at 9:24 AM on 17 June 2009

The ritual never heal.

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Its about time we done something for once right, ouh ya, like talking behind someone's back. Ouch!

Spent the morning in school, gym and breakfats. Then headed to jalan besar to get a new seat. Come on, tell me who's not so excited with a fucking new bike, if you don't then you ain't human. I mean, something new in life, just like a year ago. All hyped up every Saturday to get to the one place we called home. We called our homeground. Then I guess too much friends from downtown, changed our views. I mean, I have NOTHING to do with the kids downtown, I don't owe them a living, a life nor a sense of belonging. I've been there 4 years ago and I will never be that downtown poser once again, I once again say, I'd rather get in my boots with a head full of hair, then go bald with boots but with a poser heart. I'm sorry kids downtown. Its nothing personal, but Forum doesn't owe anybody any living. Because they had made it happened 19-20 years ago, without help, and I'm sure we can do it too but I guess, people are just too blind and then I get lazy to entertain this.

Man Gemok knock some sense into me yesterdays. I'm not sure if he does to the other kids and yes Indra knock some bloody sense into me too but I know this doesn't give me any prior advantage. No, I don't consider myself lucky, doesn't mean your brother is one of those top boys in his time, doesn't mean you are in your time, I mean, my time is now, and I don't see any top boy yet. None. To say the least, I miss 12 April, 31 April, 7 June. A year and things just gotta changed. No one is there to be blame. I'm just tired of this already. *smirks*


Voiced at 12:18 AM on 16 June 2009

Because things changed.

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Perhaps one of the reason that I threw myself back against the wall, fists up and ready to go, was because I lack the trust in the people that I used to call friends. Yes, I admit the drastic change that I faced since 2nd April, but its what people don't understand because they are not there yet.

To think about the fact that WE didn't start Forum is important, look at the people who have gone before us, some change, some are not there anymore, some even don't even wanna look back but we all know, they have Forum pride in their hearts before, and having Forum Pride is way way meaningful then some gangster-wannabe-drugs-running-glue-sniffing junkies.

Yes, I'm sure people will read this. Hell, there's something they would wanna say but I guess. Na'ah.

FORUM BOOTBOYS is not going to be dead just because the kids are not there, and not because some one of them just turned into a greaser with a whole lotta hair on his head.


Voiced at 12:21 AM on 15 June 2009

Sat a day!

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Got up to a late morning. Waited for brother to get back to once again make my way to JB and the scariest thing happened, just after the Spore immigration my bike just stop and couldn't start! HAHA! I was sweating like hell man, luckily then was this indian JB guy who help push start my bike, that dude saved me man and I couldn't say thanks because he was so far behind. The made my way to the shop. A few hours passed and things were okay, so its time to go home. One more lucky strike was, When I exited from the expressway, the road was damn clear so, I tried out bike's best, when suddenly I saw the fucken TP! HOWEVER he was on the otherside of the road! NYAHAHAHA!

Then it was chill time. Didn't had a plan for the night, because everybody seemed busy so ya. I went out with Sri. HAHA! Out of all people kan? Yup, her. Something I just love about her, its she can't stop talking, and she doesn't talk crap. Its all those sensible things about life. I enjoyed lepak-ing with her.

Today was supposed to meet up Syahid to get stickers on his bike, and was supposed to meet at 8, but he got home late yesterday, he went stunt riding, mcm best gitu kan gi stuntriding! haha!

Yes, before I forget, Dear's getting an off day next week, like finally! haha!


Voiced at 10:21 AM on 14 June 2009

Mok Rempit!

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Today. I balanced my life on Malaysia's damned highway. Alone! haha! I managed to get lost but returned safely to meet my mates down at Forum. The bike's doing fine, it has been one of the priority in my life especially when I got it from my bro. I've got to take of it.

Next week is common test week! Must study! =)


Voiced at 12:41 AM on 07 June 2009

Where's the pride?

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People put their pride where they probably don't see it, or maybe they just don't care. Maybe in their arsehole. We don't know, I mean, I don't know. So yeah! It was hell of a day today. Uhuh! Yes. I think might be one of our wonderful days! =)

Don't expect any bright future ahead or any rainy days either. Its so unpredictable, anything can happen. Tomorrow is Saturday and its a good day for a good joy ride to town, or somewhere nice and quiet.


Voiced at 12:22 AM on 06 June 2009

Too much yama, too little time.

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I was raised up to pretend not to care about all this shit, that you are talking about family and important stuffs to care about. You pushed me aside and only get back to me when the need arise. I've been through all this since the day we declared friendship. I'm disappointed but hell you wouldn't care.

Sunday was great. No shit happened. Can you imagine that? I went with Rhaimy BK, Tini and Dale and the rest of BK. Got in for free. I joined BK for their last song, Before Dishonour! Yeah! Delirium could have performed. I wish. Well. No use blabbering about it, the shit's done. Another gig coming up this 20th, and I bet we will not be invited, I mean, who would want to invite a band who can't play. My greatest apologies to Man Gemok, Herill, Mohairy and the crew.


Voiced at 7:54 PM on 02 June 2009