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Have you ever felt like there's no one to talk to, and whenever you want to talk to someone, you feel like a pest looking for food? Have you felt the pain and there's no one to share it to, or to tell it to? Its like you are living in a world and everybody is just walking past you and ignoring you like you are pillar, but when the need something to lean on, they lean on you. The worst thing is, when they are gone, you can't find anybody else to lean on, and sometimes, you fall, hard or soft, slow or fast, you fall, you topple. Its like being in a ship without a captain, just go where the ship takes you, just go where the waves push you. That's how really I feel, and everytime I wanna look for someone to talk, there seems like no one, but without a doubt, I'll be there to help them, be it an advice or just a listening ear, or a helping hand. Every day I wake up, I feel like I have no directions to go, no plans, not even thoughts, and I feel dumb.
I can't even find any amusement in playing music, this month is really challenging to me. I've been restricted to my normal routine, and now I've to live by the rules that is set up for me. I shall not rebel, because I have a plan, that soon when freedom comes, I'll leave, yes I will. Whatever it is, I am prepared to overcome the obstacles of life. amin.
Aku masih menyayangi dirimu, aku tak akan tinggalkanmu, aku janji.
Voiced at 12:23 AM on 17 September 2008