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So, things have been really really 'okay' I might say. Sometimes I wonder why I'm going online anyway. Everybody seem so busy with whatever they are doing, its as though my contact list is empty. However maybe there are some kind souls who really takes the boredom out of me. I think I'm just being too caught up with life.
I have a motive in life. That is, when I do a mistake, I share it with someone and then I will learn something out of it, and when I see someone doing the same mistakes, I'll tell myself, hey, I'm not alone. In life, you can try to be as flawless as possible, but the harder you try the more flaw you will show. Life's not perfect and so is everything.
I do try my best to be a listening ear to anybody but I have limits too. I will reach to an extend to where, I feel just drop the topic and go to sleep and leave that friend to be alone because I know, sometimes what I say isn't entirely right. I know, I've been such an ass these past few months. I wanna change, its a new year soon. However I still need time to forget what had happened to me. This year, have been full of excitement and everything new.
I thank God for all the things that happened to me, because I know everything happens for a reason. The fact that I still have friends around. A neighbour to talk to even though I don't understand half of what she usually say. I grew fond of the feeling of being alone. I'd rather spend my days all by myself or with my mates. Half of the time I will be thinking of what's going to happen soon. Surprisingly, what I predicted would be really really different that what happened, but I was ready for it, be it a rejection, a trip, a fall or anything that everybody wants to avoid.
December came rolling all smoothly. I have learnt how to wait for the things to fall in place and not to rush. My studies are going down the drain already. I'm tired of being good, because you get step on the head more often. I hate people with a fucked-up attitude. I hate cunts who think that they know everything and everything you say is wrong. FUCK YOU!
Voiced at 11:51 PM on 08 December 2008