STORIES
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Its not like everybody did care.
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I kinda neglected myself for the past two or three months. I've stopped jogging because of lack of motivation and everything that happened prior to 2009. I miss alot of people. Too much to think that I've lost all my friends. I think 2009 was actually nothing different than 2008 and the year before.
Its not the same people just the same words and laughters and joy and lies and anger. I know I know, I'm winding too much but this is what that has been going on and on in my mind. To tell the truth, about my real life, no a single soul knows about it. To tell the truth, I can't trust half the person I trusted before. To tell the truth, I'm living behind this mask of confusion on who I am really about.
Its not about the crew, the mates or the chicks. Its about me? What's going to happen 2 or 3 years down the road. I don't know, GOD knows. I wanna go out alone, but people tell me, you gotta watch your back, you gotta keep your eyes peeled. I know you are concerned about me but to me life can end anywhere. Even when I'm standing here alone. I know mates can have my back, but when I'm alone. I'm not really alone. God is there. The two angels are there.
I really need someone to wake me up. To get me going on. To make me realise that I'm not going to be alone all the time. Please~
Voiced at 1:09 AM on 12 February 2009