STORIES
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Yeah, I'm a goner.
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Tell me something new.
When people don't mention your name, maybe they just forget you and the times you had. Maybe they don't fucking care about you anymore do they. Could it be that it was all so clear from the beginning? Sometimes I really wish I was loner, a bummer to say the least. Forget what had happened and looked forward to a brighter day, which eventually will rot like all the other days. I'm back to the fuck-the-world-and-the-people-in-it attitude. Since being myself is not really helping is it? Darn, people just don't know how to appreciate. I'm hurt, truly I am. Fuck, I'm a skinhead or whatever you call me. I'm human man. Just human. I have a heart. I'm pouring everything out but I bet no one really gives a fuck, until the day I go seven feet under, God knows, who will still pray for me, cry for me or even be there at my wake.
Tell me something new, please.
Friends, what will the world be without them. Good or bad. I can't be bothered anymore. I'm sorry. I just had enough of the ouh-yat-doesn't-need-much-attention attitude. Yes, you guys will disagree, but you know, sometimes you guys may have that short term memory that needs some help with. Yes, I'm attention seeking, yes in my blog I am but not outside, because I know, people won't have the time to even care. Its not the same anymore. Never will it be.
Negativity is here and is here to stay. Without a doubt it is casting a shadow in my life. A shadow that shades out all the positivity and happiness that I USED to have. The smile that I don't mind showing. Damn the world.
Sorry friends but I'm not used to be who I used to be.
don't tag if you don't know what to say.
don't assume if you don't know anything.
don't think that you aren't the one referred to above.
Voiced at 12:17 AM on 17 February 2009