For those who knows.

STORIES
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Pegang kuat kuat pon tak guna~

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What really scares me the most on the road is the bike itself, its like, it has a mind of its own and then when you kind wanna control it, you'll lose it! HAHA! however thats what I already solve now, and I literally talk to the bike when I'm on it, not crazy but for self-conscious sake. Another thing is pillion riders, they are my fear of all fear on the road. I don't mind if they are my mates, who are boys. I'm just afraid for the girls. I mean, I had a friend of mine who took a ride with me and she was literally sliding backwards and that scared the hell out of me.

So I guess, I'll give girl-pillions a pass for the moment~ I still need more confidence! =)

Voiced at 7:38 PM on 27 April 2009

A cunt!

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Fucking Rudeboy:"Bang ni reggae, kene relax~"
Me:"Kau pikir aku tak tau reggae pe?!"
Fucking Rudeboy:"Relax, tkya mosh ah~"
Me:"Ni kau panggil mosh(Jumps around)?!"

You see, how dumb these newbies are. I mean I was enjoying some Reggae man~ I was jumping around now moshing, so this fucking cunt just thought that he knows all the stuffs. I told him off like all cunts should be, don't even for one second that when I wear what I wear, I'm not what I was, NEVER.

So ya! Today I was totally pissed off, not only that I had only 1 packet of nasi lemak for the whole day. The gig was really really boring. And Fat Bitch, please, get out of my fucking, I'm already pissed off with people relating me with you, because for fucksake, you spoil the fucking scene, got take some drugs, burn those fats, then come back, please. Ya, I just can't be bothered really with some people, I mean, everything has its limits, EVERYTHING.

SO WHY THE FUCK IS EVERYBODY'S ON MY GRILL?!

Voiced at 12:13 AM on 26 April 2009

Friends afterall.

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Today was really great, spent the whole day with new classmates, and felt so bonded, but not as bonded as the ITE mates but I'm sure it will be, because 3 more years to go! =)

Studies seem to be abit rough though, need to open my eyes and peel my ears for all the lectures now. I miss Fara, truly. =) C'mon don't give me that look guys.

Ouh ya, check out the new song! My dad told me to listen to it and I was hook! HAHA!

Voiced at 11:03 PM on 23 April 2009

There's a calm before the storm.

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Its really tiring, school and life. Its all changing and I can't help it. This is for mum and dad sweating themselves to raise me up and get me where they want me to be, I don't owe anyone more than them. So I guess, I'll give it one more try, 3 more years and its done, for mum and dad this one. Love you both.

Yes! Yat dah ade motor, so Yat keluar ah, ngn chicks ngn members, sorang2. ITU YAT PUNYA PASAL!

Voiced at 10:54 PM on 22 April 2009

HairKut!

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I cut my hair after like how long I let it grow and its short for some people, its funny too. I don't know, I think its just okay! It will grow, I mean, if it is so so awful then its your opinion, and your opinion stays as your opinion, and I rarely take people's opinion seriously. Ouh ya, I'm planning to go at it again for Delirium. Its been so quiet since I don't know when. =(

Ouh ya! School was okay! I got Windows XP in my MacBook already! I pestering Dad to get me and external Hard-disk drive, maybe split 50-50, come on daddy~
haha! I need movies and music! YAY!

Voiced at 10:36 PM on 21 April 2009

Shitwreck

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First day ended all sweaty and all tired. I just realised that I was the only ITE graduate in my class, for all I know. Oh well, thats not hindrance. Its something to be proud about I guess. So ya, I was late for all the lessons, reasons were, got lost and I found I didn't have half the things my classmates have in their my MacBook. I guess I'm really a black sheep. Ouh well! I'll manage!

Voiced at 7:39 PM on 20 April 2009

First Day of fucking school!~

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Okay here I am, 8 am in school doing nothing but sit around! Looking at people getting lost and also getting lost at the same time. OMG! I can't even log in to my MSN. Whatever it is, at least I've got my macbook to accompany me. I'm going to get breakfast soon and then collect the S&W tshirt and then wait for class to start and then make new friends but for now! I need to explore the school! =)

Voiced at 8:18 AM on

Things are different.

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I know, today was really really not that good, it was hot, the bike was down. I went to Forum with mates, but I don't really feel any good vibe in the air, is there something wrong? I donno

Maybe its me, okay I admit, I've changed, I'm not much of the guy I was. I changed my perspective in life since I realised how important it is to prepare for the future, but whatever it is, you guys are still one of my priorities. I love the crew, I do. I love the sense of belonging that we share that NO OTHER CREW can have. Seriously, we are family yes but I can't stick with you guys all the way. I'm so sorry.

Forum Bootboy till the day I die.

Voiced at 1:40 AM on 19 April 2009

Its a new beginning again~

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Tell me, how many times you guys see/hear me say that.
Its a new beginning again, that freshie feeling! That new kid in school feeling, here I am, almost 19 and into poly and yes, dreams come true afterall. Besides dreams of getting someone. So ya, school again, this time no uniform! Okay Beel? haha! The new MacBook is really getting easier to use, but I've yet to master it and get used to everything. Oh ya, it has a webcam but the Messenger doesnt have a webcam convo tool! siak ah!

So ya! Poly eh at last, 3 more years to smash through, I'm proud to say that ITE was really really worth it! YES! I need to find a part time job soon, getting to feel the pinch of not getting enough money for stuffs. The bike is really not my priority actually, I need a job but no delivery jobs, I can't make it on road ah. And I hate stairs and lifts. Ok.

Voiced at 12:39 AM on 18 April 2009

From me to you!

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Last Saturday wasn't really favourable to me. I came to enjoy a fucking ska and hardcore band and kids have to spoil it! Come on, the ska slot, I didn't see any fucking kids, fucking the gig up! and then all of the sudden people are looking for fights and everything, Fuck You! Seriously, if there's anything you wanna settle or start, not in the gig, where people are enjoying and all. For fuck sake the fat bitch please get away from, I hate you fucking standing behind of me, come on, FIRST I MAY BE UGLY, but I'm not into you or am I turned on by you, FUCK NO! IF you think that you getting close to me in the pit really make any sense, so I give you what hardore is, you deserved it, YOU guys don't know what hardcore means, you guys are cunts! You guys can just stick to your ska and skanking to your expense. I wanna enjoy hardcore music and you guys are just squeezing our way, and when we fucking hit you, you guys can't take no shit. YOU SEE, I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST YOU GUYS, BUT YOU GUYS ARE SPOILING OUR SCENE. YES, IF YOU GUYS THINK FORUM IS BACKING THE HARDCORE KIDS UP, ITS FUCKING TRUE, I GET THEIR SCENE, ITS WAY FUCKING BETTER THEN THE SCENE DOWN WHERE YOU GUYS ARE, seriously. If you wanna be gangsters, be gangsters, don't get caught up with the scnene, honestly I say, the scene is underground is dying. I'm sorry. I'm sorry people like the kids that I have respect for, its nothing personal, I just hate the scene now. Forum Bootboys really are independant, we don't need Kids from the other side of time to live! We don't need unity, but friendship of respect is what I live for.

Voiced at 11:39 AM on 15 April 2009

I'm not crazy.

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Woah, dusty dusty blog. Its been so so long sey. Okay! Lets start with life!

Poly here I come, 2 years of uniform-ing really got me good! HAHA! ITE was really an experience, all the friends and companies and teachers, all good. Poly freshie and yes, I'm so going to be lost in that school, but maybe for the first week or two. I have to get my mac soon and get ready for school and ya! I did a little shopping the other day with Zuhair.

Okay! Bike. I don't really have a life here, but it really cuts my time going place and all, but the problems are never-ending, yup! TZM is a sick bike, you gotta have money to keep it up to standard.

Love. I am really missing her, really. I don't know, maybe its the fact that we haven't met each other for so long and we didn't communicate much through phone. She's nice to be with, seriously, but we are in two different world, Oh God.

This just a quick update rite, nothing much to write actually.

Voiced at 11:08 AM on 13 April 2009

TEE ZACK EMM!

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Okay! My absence doesn't really mean I'm gone for a long time now! I'm just busy, with TP and all the motorbike stuff to settle~ And yes! Two my dreams went true this week! First I passed my TP and I also got in NP for the Audio Visual Tech course! YAY! =) Thank God, all the praying and hoping payed off, truly it did.

So! Yeah! Went to town and kinda got lost! Luckily nabeel was there to get the directions rite. HAHA! The bike scared the hell out of us with all the roaring, so I'm just admitting that I'm still a noob in this stuffs! HAHAHAHAHA!

Voiced at 10:09 AM on 05 April 2009