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The ritual never heal.
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Its about time we done something for once right, ouh ya, like talking behind someone's back. Ouch!
Spent the morning in school, gym and breakfats. Then headed to jalan besar to get a new seat. Come on, tell me who's not so excited with a fucking new bike, if you don't then you ain't human. I mean, something new in life, just like a year ago. All hyped up every Saturday to get to the one place we called home. We called our homeground. Then I guess too much friends from downtown, changed our views. I mean, I have NOTHING to do with the kids downtown, I don't owe them a living, a life nor a sense of belonging. I've been there 4 years ago and I will never be that downtown poser once again, I once again say, I'd rather get in my boots with a head full of hair, then go bald with boots but with a poser heart. I'm sorry kids downtown. Its nothing personal, but Forum doesn't owe anybody any living. Because they had made it happened 19-20 years ago, without help, and I'm sure we can do it too but I guess, people are just too blind and then I get lazy to entertain this.
Man Gemok knock some sense into me yesterdays. I'm not sure if he does to the other kids and yes Indra knock some bloody sense into me too but I know this doesn't give me any prior advantage. No, I don't consider myself lucky, doesn't mean your brother is one of those top boys in his time, doesn't mean you are in your time, I mean, my time is now, and I don't see any top boy yet. None. To say the least, I miss 12 April, 31 April, 7 June. A year and things just gotta changed. No one is there to be blame. I'm just tired of this already. *smirks*
Voiced at 12:18 AM on 16 June 2009