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VOICES
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THEM
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Amalina
Ayuni
Basirah
Burger
Delirium's Myspace
Ernie
Farhana
Fehrin
Friendster
Haziqah
Hid
Ilah
Izyan
Jannah
Khuzaima
Lyra Diyana
Lyza
Monisha
Myspace
Nini
Nabeel
Nadirah
Wani
Seetee
Sehamini
Sri
Syed Ahmad
Tina
Tini
Zaleha
Zuu


MEMORIES
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April 2008
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June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
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November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
January 2010
STORIES
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25ml to 1 litre

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I miss that. Hahaha.
Okay, M is doing great on vacation I hope, I decided to halt some changes on her, like her paint work and also some other stuffs. I think I only need her to be at her best state when I get her again. I went to Johor with bro and some of the other mates to hand some money for M's repair. I've been dreaming of her new paintwork every day but I guess it will take a longer time to make that dream come true. Oh well.

All is well for the first 6th days of Raya. One of my dad's uncle came by and wanted to hand my dad and me some things which my dad kinda declined, he said I wasn't prepared for it and it could bring bad news if I am not prepared, so I guess I have to prepare myself. Speaking of preparations, my car TP test is 3 weeks away and I have no idea on how to park or do some of those things on car. Damn! I'm dead. I guess.

I've been putting much time on work and stuffs like Raya and all. Oh ya! Can't wait to go out with friends, have some Raya gathering and stuffs. Gain my weight again. AGAIN!

Raya's not helping actually. Oh well, I know there is something I cannot control. =)

Salam.


Voiced at 3:10 AM on 26 September 2009

Another wonderful month.

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We come well prepared and now its time to say goodbye to another holy month of the year. Its saddening really, seeing a month past so fast. Maybe not much people are really valuing this month, because maybe the don't realise that maybe we may not see another holy month like this, I'm proud to say that I managed to go through the whole month without not fasting. I also managed to control my emotions, and I also met someone new, I mean a friend, every ramadhan I do! =) I wish that maybe one day I'll get to meet her soon.

The other day, 2 weeks or so, I spent the whole morning since 2 till sahur reading the Quran, because I wasn't being myself, I lost my consciousness to thin air. I remember reading page after page before having a short nap while waiting for sahur, and yet again like every other ramadhan I cried, because I felt a presence, unexplainable, a positive force in my room. My dad says it couldn't have been evil because its the holy month, and it wasn't either, it gave me calamity and peace. I've been remembering Granny everytime I listen to the sad Raya songs on the radio. I miss her very much, 12 years still hadn't moved any thought of her. Maybe she live peacefully just like Dad's Father, and Dad's Grandpa. I'm sure they are living peacefully down there. I know they are. =)

(cont'd)

So today was the last day for terawih prayers and I couldn't make it, I guess I'll carry on with my own prayers and maybe do some Quran reading till sahur. The thing is, as hard as I can get, people know I'm soft some where in here *the heart*. Its really one of those nights when you feel you are at the most peaceful state of mind, you read the Quran, it will nurture the feeling and you know you are ready for tomorrow. Every Raya, there's always something nice happening to me, in my room, but its not really enough to be written here. I wish there really is a blessing this month because everything have been good for me.

Exams results was okay for me, got 3.5 for my gpa, didn't expect that at all, seriously. Word out is that schools starting at Oct 19, which means I can still work more to get my bike all shaped up for the year. =)

To folks, and friends, new and old, lost or found, here's wishing you Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Kalau ade jarum yang patah jangan di simpan di dalam peti, kalau ada kata-kata yang salah jangan di simpan di dalam hati.

Salam Aidilfitri.


Voiced at 10:54 PM on 17 September 2009

Would it really matters?

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A tiring day at work, spent 16 hours at work. Although its really a great place to work. I couldn't stand the mats there, but wth, everywhere we go, there is always one! So I got to do most of the easy jobs. M was having problems lately, and then my brother has just decided to do away with it, sell it to the shop or something, then I didn't talk to him for the whole day. Even mom too. I feel bad actually, but all and all, I know its my fault, even the kids told my brother how reckless I am on the road and how mean I am to M, but they couldn't understand. KORANG YANG TAK PAHAM, JANGAN MACAM PAHAM AH. So much to say, I'm planning to leave M for a 'vacation' down by the doctor's shop, and maybe pick her up when she's well and 'new'. By hook or by crook, I will never want to sell that bike and if I have too, I'll tear the paintwork apart, I'll keep all the parts and exchange them local parts, because I don't want to see the bike with some mat rep, abang2 design, or racer wannabe on it in the future. I'd rather scrap it then selling it. I AM MEAN. I AM YAT.


Voiced at 5:55 PM on 09 September 2009