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Another wonderful month.
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We come well prepared and now its time to say goodbye to another holy month of the year. Its saddening really, seeing a month past so fast. Maybe not much people are really valuing this month, because maybe the don't realise that maybe we may not see another holy month like this, I'm proud to say that I managed to go through the whole month without not fasting. I also managed to control my emotions, and I also met someone new, I mean a friend, every ramadhan I do! =) I wish that maybe one day I'll get to meet her soon.
The other day, 2 weeks or so, I spent the whole morning since 2 till sahur reading the Quran, because I wasn't being myself, I lost my consciousness to thin air. I remember reading page after page before having a short nap while waiting for sahur, and yet again like every other ramadhan I cried, because I felt a presence, unexplainable, a positive force in my room. My dad says it couldn't have been evil because its the holy month, and it wasn't either, it gave me calamity and peace. I've been remembering Granny everytime I listen to the sad Raya songs on the radio. I miss her very much, 12 years still hadn't moved any thought of her. Maybe she live peacefully just like Dad's Father, and Dad's Grandpa. I'm sure they are living peacefully down there. I know they are. =)
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So today was the last day for terawih prayers and I couldn't make it, I guess I'll carry on with my own prayers and maybe do some Quran reading till sahur. The thing is, as hard as I can get, people know I'm soft some where in here *the heart*. Its really one of those nights when you feel you are at the most peaceful state of mind, you read the Quran, it will nurture the feeling and you know you are ready for tomorrow. Every Raya, there's always something nice happening to me, in my room, but its not really enough to be written here. I wish there really is a blessing this month because everything have been good for me.
Exams results was okay for me, got 3.5 for my gpa, didn't expect that at all, seriously. Word out is that schools starting at Oct 19, which means I can still work more to get my bike all shaped up for the year. =)
To folks, and friends, new and old, lost or found, here's wishing you Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Kalau ade jarum yang patah jangan di simpan di dalam peti, kalau ada kata-kata yang salah jangan di simpan di dalam hati.
Salam Aidilfitri.
Voiced at 10:54 PM on 17 September 2009